A - If I’m in love. B - Who the last person I talked to on the phone was. C - How long it’s been since I’ve kissed. D - If I have a preference for boys or girls. E - How many holes I have in my ears. F - Give me any options, like ‘hot or cold?’ G - The last person I said ‘I love you’ to. H - The last person I hugged. I - things I like J - How old I am. K- something that changed things in a big way L - If I have siblings. M - how id like to be proposed to, if I believe in marriage? N - best thing ever to happen to me O -worst thing ever to happen to me P - What kind of music I like. Q - What the last party I went to was, and when the next will be. R - For me to tell 10 of my curiosities. S - 2 habits. T- 5 things I love unconditionally. U - strange things? V - 3 big dreams. W - An idol. X - If I’ve done something I regret very much. Y - If I like my town and why. Z - Ask any question you want.
10 - How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have? - sort of 1 it’s difficult to explain
16 - Are you happy? - no
32 - Do you have troubles sleeping at night? - Hell yes last time I tried sleeping without an i pod I didn’t get to sleep the entire night because my head just wouldn’t shut the fuck up
37 - Do you like someone as of the moment? - As a crush? Sort of I don’t really know the girl that well so I can’t completely say yes
49 - How long is your longest relationship? - Hard to say it was long distance with no official start or end so anywhere from 1 day to around a year
54 - Are you a crybaby? - Yeah I really am it’s so childish and I really hate how much/ easily I cry
55 - Do people praise you for your looks? - Heeeell no
58 - Do you like getting hurt? - Umm no? Although Camus once said “When the soul suffers too much, it develops a taste for misfortune.” I do have a sort of taste for misfortune and I do beleive fuffmilment in life is found through suffering so I don’t like getting hurt but I don’t quite see it as all bad
77 - What kind of person are you? - I am not as much person as much as I am a savage
100 - Did you ever feel like you’re not good enough - Of course
“What I must do is all that concerns me, not what the people think. This rule, equally arduous in actual and in intellectual life, may serve for the whole distinction between greatness and meanness. It is the harder, because you will always find those who think they know what is your duty better than you know it. It is easy in the world to live after the world’s opinion; it is easy in solitude to live after our own; but the great man is he who in the midst of the crowd keeps with perfect sweetness the independence of solitude.”—Ralph Waldo Emerson
“As if that blind rage had washed me clean, rid me of hope; for the first time, in that night alive with signs and stars, I opened myself to the gentle indifference of the world. Finding it so much like myself—so like a brother, really—I felt that I had been happy and that I was happy again. For everything to be consummated, for me to feel less alone, I had only to wish that there be a large crowd of spectators the day of my execution and that they greet me with cries of hate.”—Albert Camus - The Stranger
“We are all born into and build on circumstances, traditions and situations not of our choosing; yet we do make certain choices that constitute who we are and how we live in light of the fluid circumstances.”—Cornel West
“I embrace my desire to…
I embrace my desire to…
feel the rhythm,
to feel connected enough to step aside and weep like a widow,
to feel inspired,
to fathom the power,
to witness the beauty,
to bathe in the fountain,
to swing on the spiral,
to swing on the spiral,
to swing on the spiral of our divinity and still be a human.”—Tool - Lateralus
1 - Nietzsche once said that certain poets “muddy the water to appear deep” that really gets on my nerves when people give over complex phseudo intellectual answers to simple questions, the other day in my english class a questioned was posed “why are Huck and Jim friends?” this one girl decided to talk about the prison system for 5 minutes my mind was picturing George Carlin from this one clip yelling “blow it out your ass! blow it out your ass!” I have a very low tolerance for that kind of stupid bullshit
2 - Anytime I hear Rush Limbaugh speak I almost wanna start barking like a fucking dog. He almost reminds of Herman Goering the fat racist fuck
3 - Also I know this one is kind of generic one, but the two faced nature of people never ceases to amaze me. I’ve seen all to many times two people happily talking and then not 5 minutes later one insulting the other behind their back.
I really love isolation at one level I really do. When alone, free of obligations, one can live to his highest capabilities, but I over glorify it at times. Deep down I’m really scared that I will die alone having never made a lasting impression on anyone.
Other people have the ability to ruin my entire day way too easily. A random comment or quick conversation can stick with me the entire day and if I feel it was negative, I seem to carry that negative energy with me through out the rest of the day.